Maybe They Just Wanna to Get to Know You
What is that look on my face, wtf?
I’ve recently begun to talk to a guy I used to talk to almost two years ago, let’s call him “V”. I can’t believe we didn’t have any contact over the past years, it’s strange. Especially when it feels like it does right now. In short: Two years ago I was in a completely different place, I had just had my heart broken by CLB and I was still super unhealthily obsessed with him. “V” and I had some friends in common and we therefore started talking. I did like him and vice versa back then but to be quite frank I’m not sure what really happened. We just stopped talking. I don’t really remember anything about it. My memory works in this odd way where it can leave me “blank” pages. Anyway, last Tuesday {August 14th} I started to talk to him again. It was very random the way it went down but here we are. Now ever since that Tuesday I can’t get him out of my head. It’s so different. He’s different. I mean, he’s the same guy but he has just grown somehow. I have too. I’m in a completely different place today compared to two years ago. My friend A said to me: “It’s all about timing, and two years ago it just wasn’t your time”. I can’t help but to think; Is it time now? I mean I have no clue what’s going on really and I don’t want to rush anything or draw any conclusions. I’m actually taking it pretty chill. It’s the journey that matters not the destination, right? Have you ever had something similar happen to you? What did you do?
Jeg er begyndt at tale med en fyr igen som jeg plejede at være ret så tæt med engang. Det er virkelig tilfældigt! Men jeg tror bare at det lidt er meningen at han skulle dukke op i mit liv nu. Det tror jeg sku! Han har virkelig været en “rock” at have, specielt når jeg har været bange mht. sidste uge {læs her}. Men altså for fanden jeg er rimelig glad. Han får virkelig det bedste frem i mig. Det skræmmer mig lidt. Jeg føler tilmed også at jeg bliver en endnu bedre person omkring ham. Haha, det lød lidt selvglad men you get my point. V, som jeg kalder ham, er også et helt andet menneske end han var sidst. Det kan virkelig mærkes og måske var det dét der manglede? Plus jeg også har ændret mig. Ej det er sørme lidt spændende alt sammen. Specielt fordi der skal ske noget stort snart. Fuck! Ej, det fortæller jeg jer om når det bliver sådan helt aktuelt 🙂 Har i nogensinde været i en lign. situation?