I have always believed in love. Always. I’m one of those people who just like Carrie Bradshaw want that “...ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can’t-live-without-each-other love“. I have always wanted that. I had that. Me and Richard had that kind of love. I remember when my friend Anita met him for the first time, how she told me she saw how we gravitated towards each other and were in sync. I never thought about it until she said it. I am so glad I got to experience it, I am so glad I met him. He touched my life at a moment where I needed it. But love, is something I have always known I wanted to give and receive. It’s something I have always gotten, and given, from my parents and friends, and I am lucky to have had it from a partner too and I’m very lucky to have it once again. The ‘funny’ thing is my current roomie said exactly what Anita said to me, just about Matt (who I am seeing now) and once again I didn’t think about it, but I see it now when she made me aware of it. And it just makes me happy and feel very grateful.